Fitting in with what I’m up to lately. I was in a conversation while learning to knit about ideal jobs and such. Someone brought up Myers Briggs. I knew my Myers Briggs type, from when I took the test ten or twelve years ago. I had forgotten anything about what it meant or implied.
I looked it up and was pretty amazed. The first link that google returned for my type was like reading someone writing about me and my strngths and weaknesses. It felt so freaking spot on. It was like a condensation of conversations I’ve had for years and thoughts I’ve had about myself. Very cool.
The significance of this is that a lot of my own time to myself (and around others for that matter) has lately been focused on self acceptance. Wujifa has led me deeper and deeper into groundedness, and I’m noticing one of the psychological aspects of groundedness is acceptance, or conversely (and sometimes more precisely), lack of resistance. The more I notice myself simply, cleanly, purely, directly — the more easily I can accept… and sometimes I get these moments where resistance seems silly, where I notice myself over and over trying to fight against what’s easy and natural for me…
Lately it’s one of my favourite passtimes to notice my breathing and structure relating to resistance and letting go. Just walking down the road, my structure often improves (in terms of where I notice my weight in my quads) in direct relation to acceptance.